You know the saying “You don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone,” and it’s friend, “You want what you can’t have”? I’m living the bastard offspring of those two. What I want I can’t seem to have, which makes me want it all the more, which makes it all the more obvious that what I want is outside my reach, and on and on it goes. I’m caught in so many vicious cycles now that I’ve really lost count.
I either have to somehow make my wants change, or stop wanting all together. But how?